so very very sorry i ever believed in you.
i thought you were worthy of my trust.

i thought that we could be friends who shared their thoughts.
at least now i know who is and who isn't.

i was scared to leave because i didn't loose the connection that we had.
but now i'm thinking, "what connection? was there even one?"
i told you how i felt with the utmost honesty,
the ugly truth that every one hides.
i thought you were capable of understanding.

i don't think i'm scared of leaving anymore.
it's better than having you around for show.
it's not like i don't have anyone to hang onto, unlike you.

it's this continuum of dissappointment that never ends.
it's partly my responsiblity as well.
but i thought you would hold up to your end of the bargain.

I used to think that despite the questionable actions you took, that you were a half-way decent person.
I really did.

But as I carefully assessed the situation, and trust me I have, it has really convinced me to believe that...

No, you are in no way a good person but rather a full fledged jackass.

Hey, there's a learning curve to everything.
Atleast I've learned it now. :)

Design History 뭥미.....ㅠㅠ

I really regret not taking AP Psychology in high school. :(

english: 84% (too bad all i learned in that class was how much my teacher loved sexual innuendos of hamlet and other literary works)

literature: 81% (this is amazing considering that i didn't write the last test that covered all the poems we had written AND didn't hand in the cue cards and about 5 other assignments and missed half of the semester sleeping in. i love you ms.clarke, stay chill.)

geography: 86%

yearbook: 97%

ap studio art: 95%

art portfolio 12: 100% (LMAOROFL)

digital photography: 90%

graphic design: 97%

graduation transitional plan: HONORS (my plan worked! shitty reflections but nicely decorated with photos)

athletics: pass

service: 187 hours (shameful compared to 500 hours people got)

더 이상은 울지 말자.

bought this adorable dress at BCBG for 50% off ($117) and my mom bought a fabulous cream colored bag for also $50 off. ^^ gotta love 'em sales.


the gorgeous navy blue dress by marc bouwer (size 4!!) looks soo good, especially the back....however it wasn't on sale and cost around $875.

the fuschia one i tried it on just to see if i could fit into a small...lol

i would have bought the blue dress if it was any cheaper, so instead i bought the vivienne tam dress.


on the tag it said it was $399, so with tax it would have gone over $400, however, the the actual cost was $339 and with tax it became $375!!!

now i need to go shoe shopping and find a clutch. perhaps the color of the shoe im wearing in that photo or even today, it looked really good with my tattered gold heels.

Met Jung Hee at the Vancouver Art Gallery and had a quick lunch comprised of orange juice and paninis. Quickly looked around the shop and headed off to Holt Renfrew.

Quickly visited the newly opened H&M, but was thoroughly disappointed; nothing special like I had imagined it to be.

Found a fantastic turquoise Vivienne Tam dress, at almost 50% off ($399). It does not look very pretty in the photograph, it looked much better on person. Tried on few other dresses but didn't look as good as that one. What made me ecstatic to find out that I went down couple dress sizes!!

We walked up to BCBG, where I tried on two more dresses (one short and the other one long) and the sales lady told me there were having a special promotion where if you buy anything over $300, you instantly get $100 off!! Too bad it was only for today.

Walked into Aritizia, where I gained more self confidence but jokingly (at first) trying on skinny jeans and shorts.

Then I tried on the shorts and they didn't look half bad either.

Hm....I think I need to do this more often, lol.


7 more kg to go!

Not as cool as cat macros, but c'mon, you have to admit it's pretty cute.